The light of my twin flames soul intention
Is enough to start causing all of my constructs to collapse.
We don’t need to DO anything
We don’t need to try to make anything happen
Just the fact that we are alive is what’s causing it all to unravel.
Sometimes an utterly unknown
Inner awareness of our souls joint commitment
The layers of who I thought I am
And am not
Are shattering and breaking
Like a supernova
Or a slow motion sand bomb
Casting it’s many flecks of light
and unsolid grains
In all directions at once.
I am in the throws
Of that supernova spread.
From a far
and a close
a solid speck of light.
But up close and intimate
Through eyes wide enough to TRULY SEE
Through twin flame vision,
This Cosmic breaking open
And all the pain and anguish it bleeds
Through the human
who is struggling to remain intact
Comes forth LOVE.
I am struggling
Because in the midst of this frightening dispersion
has travelled with it.
This stretching apart of all the inner galaxies
Of who I THINK I am
Has thawed all the bridges of sense within me.
There no longer exists
Or any links
Between one piece of reason to another.
I have nothing to hold onto
In this new birthing Universe.
My twin flame is the only one
Whose gaze I feel fully held in.
It’s only in his welcoming and open heart
That I feel there is space
for all of this expanse
That I am
And am not.
the only perception
That is helping me to trust
That a new world can be woven and created
From all this Divine dust and debris
That’s Erupting forth through me.
He’s not DOING anything to be this
He is just present in his own heart.
The blasting open of who we are not
Was always destined to be.
The dispersion is terrifying.
Eventually we will all shatter and breakdown.
We are one.
The old Human is dying and being reborn.
We are shedding our skins
Breaking down our densities
And falling apart
Causing stepping stones
For others to find
the way to the new earth.
And those of us in the Twin flame trials
Are on the fast track.
And oh hu-man
In so much separation of the old
The new will forge another way
But meanwhile I am lost in space.
A twin flame
Melting her own candle away