This song was inspired when I started learning about and practicing NVC (Non Violent Communication), written in 2011 Just on a side note – I notice my eyes are looking particularly blue in this video compared to how they are Continue reading ‘My Yearning’ by Alexa Allen – at home 2015
I had a monumental meltdown in 2007/2008, bloody terrifying, which was the catalyst for almost a decade of intense awakening and mental health issues. In the midst of this breakdown I called for help from the Goddess realm, using my Continue reading ‘Magic Box’ by Alexa Allen – at home early 2015, way before I started busking!
Most of my playing doesn’t get captured, but a friend captured this one for me xx
This song I wrote as homework for when i was studying with Barbara Marx Hubbard to become an Agent of Conscious Evolution – pre 2012. Our homework was to be able to convey the message that our evolution has always Continue reading ‘We Are The Universe’ by Alexa Allen – at home 2016
This song I wrote for my sister Zoe May, after her awesome son, my awesome nephew, Alexander May (93′ til infinity! Love you Alex) very unexpectedly passed away in March 2016 xx
I began my busking adventures on April 30th 2016. At 41 years old. I’ve been a musician for years, yet I have had little exposure to gigging. It’s been a very on/off thing that I do. The busking idea was Continue reading The History of Busking – (in a nutshell)
Well I have well and truly popped my very ripe busking cherry! On the streets of Torquay and Totnes no less! In public! Oooh I say! My adventures began on April 25th when I went to pick up my brand Continue reading Alexa Allen’s Busking Adventures – Week 1 – Busking Top Tips
Yesterday I had the very powerful and clear experience of allowing sadness, grief and mourning to flow through me, whilst ‘I’ observed. I did not ‘get in’ with my emotions. The image that was coming to me at the time Continue reading I Am Not My Emotions . . .
(originally posted June 10th 2013 at vulnerablog.com) It’s been building up but what a freaky day yesterday. I’d just decided to lie with it, do nothing else, not even eat. It was kind of calmly menacing. Thoughts of suicide. It Continue reading What the Black Dog Feels Like
(originally posted on June 6th 2016 at vulnerablog.com) Sometimes I just feel so fed up and heavy being me And I want me to die Who the hell is this me? I get confused knowing that I am all different Continue reading Fuck Off