Yesterday I had the very powerful and clear experience of allowing sadness, grief and mourning to flow through me, whilst ‘I’ observed. I did not ‘get in’ with my emotions. The image that was coming to me at the time Continue reading I Am Not My Emotions . . .
(originally posted July 19th 2013 at vulnerablog.com) I am this walking around smiling being Scowling often too I am blissfully communing with leaves and trees and the breeze As well as hearing my own hateful thoughts. I am kind in Continue reading And Then I’ll Be In Love
(originally posted on June 27th 2013 at vulnerablog.com) R.I.P Douglas John Thomas Dodson 26th August 1951 – summer solstice super moon 2013 I remember when I came to stay We were up all night drinking whiskey Talking meaningful nonsense round Continue reading R.I.P ‘Mad’ Uncle Max
(originally posted June 10th 2013 at vulnerablog.com) It’s been building up but what a freaky day yesterday. I’d just decided to lie with it, do nothing else, not even eat. It was kind of calmly menacing. Thoughts of suicide. It Continue reading What the Black Dog Feels Like
(originally posted on June 6th 2016 at vulnerablog.com) Sometimes I just feel so fed up and heavy being me And I want me to die Who the hell is this me? I get confused knowing that I am all different Continue reading Fuck Off
(originally posted may 1st 2013 at vulnerablog.com) I’ve been ‘taking it easy’ and I’ve been feeling pretty good. My mood has totally let up in the last week. I have been practicing gratitude, meditating, doodling, writing some love letters and Continue reading Dreams, Doubts and Deamons
(origially posted april 5 2013 at vulnerablog.com) This is an intelligent and creative Universe we live in. It brings back to us more of the frequencies that we are emitting, in the form of feelings, people, ‘stuff’, symbols, coincidences, connections Continue reading Notice the Signs . . .
(originally posted April 24th 2013 at vulnerablog.com) It’s such a Divine blessing to be lifted from depression and bathed in total peace and contentment for a while. A wee while maybe. But a wee while non-the-less. To be neither racing Continue reading Feeling Fine and Ways of Getting There
originally Posted on April 3, 2013 Fearing Endlessness. Even Looking Into Nothingness Gratefully Silently Undergoing Intense Chronic Imaginings – Death Alleviates Lament. I can’t manage a picture today. I also wrote another blurting poem, but at this moment I’m too Continue reading . . .
originally posted in may 2013 vulnerablog.com This is actually a song, not a poem, written this afternoon for my beautiful friend and for all of us that want to be seen x x x LET Let those tears Slide from Continue reading Let Me See You